I believe that the essence of life is living. To me, being alive means that I embrace everything that lives in me. The happiness, the love, the soft sensuality as well as the sadness, the anger, the raw sexuality, and the rage. Although there are situations where I make compromises, I don’t want to compromise who I am. I love dancing, cuddling, talking, singing, making music, sitting under trees, walking barefoot, cycling, painting, screaming, sensuality, sexuality, horses, cooking, eating, whiskey, making new friends, researching new interesting things and so much more. I don’t want to miss anything from it. I learned to love even the darkest moments, for I know they teach me something about myself. Time ago I was a shy person, living the life I and others expected me to live. But that didn’t make me happy. I realized that it was my own choice to live this mediocre life. Having no money, no time and no possibilities were only a belief, an excuse to stay in a situation that felt safe. I found out I am an explorer.